obsession (part 5)
i'll edit the whole story if i have the time to tweak the bits and pieces i'm still not satisfied with.
comments will be thoroughly appreciated. =)
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i'll edit the whole story if i have the time to tweak the bits and pieces i'm still not satisfied with.
comments will be thoroughly appreciated. =)
The rain spattered onto the ground, droplets like transparent clear pearls free falling from the overcast sky, pooling down on the pavement below. She shivered and huddled closer to herself, her breath frosty from the cold autumn; her red hair was plastered on her face, hiding her emerald gaze from the distressed world outside.
She tucked an auburn strand behind a pink ear, raw and numb from cold. The alley came into view, dirty, dark and dingy with a stench that sharply penetrated her nostrils; she gagged and crawled away from the dumpsters. She let out a gasp of surprise as cold invaded her senses and she realized that she had just sat on a puddle of murky water.
“Argh!” she said, standing up in frustration. A rat scurried into the darkness of the alley and she shivered—not in cold, but in disgust. The rain did not look like it would let up anytime soon; she was trapped in this goddamned trash haven for a few more hours at the least.
She looked at the bundle in her arm, the wrapping soaked with rain water and God-knows-what. A pang hit her heart. It was his birthday today. Fuck it. His birthday.
A happy day for him.
Not a very happy day for her.
The rain cried for her.
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She first saw him last year—or a mere few hours from last year, to be exact. Her cousin had insisted on her to attend his new year’s party, and when she had refused for the twentieth time, he literally dragged her out of her room, only releasing her hand when he realized that she was decked in nothing but her sleeping gown.
“Get into your best party clothes, cousin,” he said, winking as she slammed the door on his face. “Tonight’s gonna be wild!”
When he saw her in a dull yellow long sleeved shirt and a pair of jeans, he forced his way into her closet and picked some clothes for her—although it was not a very good decision (“Cuz, those are my KNICKERS, not a microshort!”).
Half an hour and a messy wardrobe later, he hauled her into his new car and drove in a neck breaking speed to the café at the edge of the city (“I’m bloody late for my own party. And ‘cause I gotta blame someone, it’s all YOUR fault! Hear me?”). There—after he tore up the speed ticket he got—he made her ask any guy she saw to dance with her; she couldn’t refuse since the blokes were all too eager to get their moves—and hands—on her.
“Cuz, lemme introduuuuceee yehhh…”
She brushed her very, very drunk cousin away and walked briskly towards a sofa at the corner of the room. The room was dark, safe for the flashing disco light around her and every few seconds or so, she would inevitably bump into people—young, drunk men, giggling women, couples making out (eew…) and…
“Oh Lord.”
She looked up from the very uncomfortable floor she was sitting on, her butt sore from the previous impact and her head still dizzy from the floor. A figure crouched in front of her, holding an empty glass, and she could see red liquid trickling down his knitted vest…
She was such a clumsy git!
“I’m really sorry, uh,” she looked at his face, prematurely lined and pale—there were dark bags under his eyes. “Uh, sir.”
He chuckled as he followed her eyes from his face down to his clothes. “It’s fine, really. Nothing a good dry cleaning won’t do, uh, miss,” he said, his blue-gray eyes glittering. He offered her one pale hand as he stood up to his full height… sweet Mary mother of God, he was TALL!
She smiled, taking his hand in hers—it was so big, and warm and it just felt so right with hers. “Actually, I have a name other than ‘miss’, y’know? It’s…”
“CUIIISSINNEEE,” a voice drawled behind her; she flinched at her cousin’s spelling. “Just tehhh perzen I want ‘cha to meetttt.”
“How much has he been drinking?” the man in front of her asked, studying her cousin with an amused expression, and when she squinted, a tinge of concern in his eyes.
“More than what we’ve all drunk combined altogether,” she shrugged. “And my name isn’t ‘cuisine’,” she added quickly.
The man laughed. “I was hoping it wasn’t. ‘Cuisine’ would be a … rather exotic name,” he smiled. “Mine is quite unique though. It’s Jin. You don’t want to know what’s it’s short for.”
She shook the hand that he was still holding. “My name is…”
“Dahhlinngggg. Gooo dennsee with my mate, Jin.”
“I’m sure it isn’t ‘Dahhhlinnnggg’ either?” the man chuckled.
“No,” she muttered, a flush creeping up her face. “No, it’s,” she stopped for a while before shoving her cousin back into the crowd before he could interrupt anymore. “It’s Anne. Not very unique, eh?”
“No,” Jin agreed, “I have seen my fair share of Annes in my life. But you have to be the prettiest of them all.”
The flush exploded on her cheek and she inclined her head, not wishing to show him her blush. “So, you wanna dance?”
She suddenly realized that her hand was cold—he had just released it. She frowned, before smiling again, looking up into his eyes and as soon as she did, her jade orbs were drowned in the cloudy blue pools.
“No, actually, I can’t dance,” he said, bringing her head back into good ol’ Earth. She shook her head. “That’s why I’ve been sitting here, a miserable old chap accompanied with only my watermelon punch, which is the only thing that I seem to finally get all over me.” He grinned, before producing a handkerchief to wipe the stain on his clothes.
“Oh,” she said, feeling guilty all over again. “I’m really sorry about that. My feet like to act on their own accord most of the time.” She moved forward, and grabbed a napkin from a passing by waiter before grabbing a fistful of his vest. He flinched.
“Did I hurt you?”
“No, it’s…” he gulped. “I’m not used to having a girl this close. It’s…”
She looked up at him again, meeting his eyes. Nice, she muttered in her mind. It’s nice to have him this close. But she quickly shifted her gaze to her feet, her hand crumpling the napkin into a ball before chucking it in a random direction. “Well, sir, this stain is too stubborn for the both of us to handle. So, to make it up, I’ll come sit with you over there and accompany you till my cousin lets us both go. Deal?”
He looked surprised, but he quickly covered it with a very warm smile. “Get me some watermelon punch and it’s a deal, miss.”
She laughed and tried to walk to the direction of the buffet table—but her legs caught the edge of the carpet and she fell and tripped a waiter who was nervously avoiding the drunken crowd and five glasses of watermelon punch flew above her head, spilling their content on the man beside her.
She gasped in horror as she watched the red liquid slowly trickling down dirty blond strands and on his face, cutting a crimson path onto his clothes. She didn’t know whether to laugh or scream; she compromised by snorting.
“There you go, sir, your watermelon punch.”
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He loved watermelon.
She knew that by heart, like she knew that summer comes before autumn and that goats have four legs. It’s a fact, a law of nature: He loved watermelon.
Her tears slowly dripped off her pale cheek and onto the brown bundle in her arms. She tried to wipe those salty droplets off, but her nails raked against the brown paper and it tore.
Inside was his birthday present. A watermelon. One she’d just bought fresh from the market a few hours ago before the sky poured down on her. How appropriate. Giving a guy she loved something he loved much.
She wished it had been her—his birthday gift—not this stupid watermelon.
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“10, 9…”
“A what?”
She giggled. “A new year’s kiss, moron!”
“8, 7, 6…”
He frowned into his thirteenth cup of watermelon punch. “Did you just make it up on spot so that you could kiss me?” he asked, and a lazy grin replaced his frown. “’Cause you don’t have to do that to get a kiss…”
“5, 4…”
“No, idiot,” she rolled her eyes. “And here I thought you’re a brilliant
“I study viruses and their mutation patterns, miss. Not kissing traditions.”
“3…”
“So, I can kiss you?”
He tugged at the collar of his blue Oxfords, clearly uncomfortable. “Why would you…”
“2…”
She blushed. “Gawd. You ask too many questions. To kiss or not to kiss?” She said, annoyed.
“Uh…”
“1…”
“I swear watermelon punch causes brain freeze. Forget it, sir.”
“HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
She did have a New Year’s kiss. But it wasn’t his lips which were on hers that night and regret swallowed her insides whole.
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Stupid rain just won’t stop.
She cursed.
Another reason for her memory to mock her from their dwellings deep inside her mind.
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“Jin’s contacts.”
She glanced at the piece of paper her cousin had shoved into her hand, making out messy handwriting with several of the letters sticking together, making them very hard to read.
“Go back to school and relearn how to write, Orion,” she muttered. “I can’t read a damned thing.”
“You’re welcome, Anne,” her cousin said, rolling his eyes. “There. Since you’re a big girl and everything, I don’t hafta remind you about all these abstinence and contraceptives shit. But just remember.” His voice dropped to a more serious tone. “No sex till the third date.”
“What makes you think I’m interested in him?”
“’Cause, when I mention his name, you jump three feet up in the air and your face will go scarlet,” he grinned. “Jin.”
She jumped involuntarily and she felt like her heart was still five feet in the air above her.
“See?” he declared triumphantly.
“Bugger,” she cursed.
“Ah, okay. Where was I? Oh yeah. Even if he just has to get into your knickers, please don’t do it here at home,” he said, feigning disgust and horror. “I need my sleep for work, lil’ cousin.”
“And I put up with you bringing a new girl here every week. How fair is that?”
He grinned. “My house. My rule. Knock up Jin right and you can go move in with him. Then you’ll be free from my tyranny.”
“We’ll see.”
She chuckled before retiring into her room, the crumpled piece of paper stored neatly in her breast pocket. She’d decipher Orion’s handwriting later on. But before she could close the door, her cousin’s voice floated by, more solemn than she had ever heard him.
“I wasn’t kidding, Anne. Jin needs it. Jin needs someone like you to go and kick some sense into his scrawny ass,” he smiled at her from across the room sadly. “He needs you to set his life right again.”
She raised an eyebrow mentally. What was that all about?
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The watermelon was cold against her bare skin; she clutched it hard against her chest as thunder flashed above her.
“Who’s the idiot, huh?” she said softly to herself. “You, for being a noble git or me, for falling for you?
She stared at the watermelon hard; but it just won’t tell her the answer.
Stupid fruit.
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